~swtnov8

This has been posted in several places, im just posting for personal intrigue as well as my love for the violin, an article by the Washington Post did an experiment to see if anyone would stop and hear the music. The violinist? He is wildely popular violinist Joshua Bell for whom many has dished out hundreds of dollars just to listen to him play.



So on hand with one of the most expensive violins in the world he plays in the middle of rush hour to play many of the worlds famous classical peices. Personally, its the middle of freaking rush hour in one of the most busiest cities in America...unless you had any time at all and a likeing for the beauty of music i doubt many would stop or at least wish they had time to stop and hear the music.

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Well today has been pretty stressful, it seems that ever since i got back i feel like a better person but at the same time i dont feel complete. Its an odd feeling and at times ill be sad or depressed for no apparent reason. I want to be better as a person but I want to be happy first and for that to happen i need to explore those options. Until then i just try to live day by day and get through it. At times I feel im about to break. At times I dont know wat to do anymore.

....sigh. This is the time I keep telling myself to force a smile and just get up and live through the day altho i feel like im dieing inside.

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Just dream because in dreams everything you can imagine could happen. And when you wake up, let it inspire you to dream and live that dream whatever your desires are.

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I like...
I like music
I like movies
I like games
I like to care about someone
I like dreaming
I like drawing
I like art
I like to know everything`s all right
I like to be free
I like to be creative
I like to be me

Found this on my old webpage that ive ignored...odd how u come back to read ur own words and start to remember whats important in life just when the lights start fading away...

Some days the situations that arises just drive the heck out of me..... I need a vacation from life.